If ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if ye forgive not men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses Matthew 6:14-15. (KJV)
I didn’t realize that a little white lie told with good intentions, could spiral out of control ending a lifelong friendship. You see I’ve always had a passive, forgiving, laid-back type personality.
After attending the funerals of seventy-five percent of the family I love, confide in and depend on, it was obvious my entire safety net had died. With no one left to confide in, some people now misuse my trust for their agenda. Instead of being depressed, I decided to take a vacation with my best friend from high school.
One problem, she had a medical procedure coming up and not enough leave time to cover our vacation nor her medical procedure. I had three hundred hours of vacation time plus four hundred hours of sick time. Knowing she had a single income household, I donated eighty-eight hours of my vacation time to her, and used forty hours of my sick time for our vacation.
We planned our vacation from our home computers. Nothing was planned from our work computers. Long story short, our vacation was HORRIBLE! To make matters worse she emailed, from our plane, vacation details to my work computer (direct violation of office policy) without my knowledge while we were still thirty five thousand feet in the air, exposing my lie.
As a result, I was reassigned to a different office. Was it the betrayal, or the lie that cost me my position?
Father God, please create a clean heart in me, and renew a right spirit within me. Help me Lord to forgive my childhood friend, and to forgive myself.
© 2016 Jeannette Clark